Beam (29 Oct 1993- 26 Oct 2007)

Owner kaza120
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My Life

8 months ago
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I was a stubborn little guy and was very naughty for most of my life. I didn’t like being left alone in the house, I always wanted to have company around and whenever they would leave me alone I would punish my family by peeing wherever I wanted. My favorite place was around mummy’s bed. I knew that what I was doing was wrong but they knew what would happen if they would leave me alone. After multiple tries my mummy gave up on trying to stop me behaving like this cause she knew that I would not change, so she has used a lot of chlorine all these years. She covered her bed with plastic and whenever they would leave alone they put to the one room that I would do the least damage. It wasn’t my entire fault that I did all these. It was a combination of things my mummy had a share too. When I came into my mummy’s house I was only 40 days old and my mummy was 14 years old. She knew nothing about dog training and neither any other member of her family. She showed me where I had to go for potty and I had understood that doing my business in the house was a bad thing to do, I wasn’t stupid you know!!! But my mummy’s inexperience and my stubbornness was a lethal combination and catastrophic for my training and the furniture. When I was 8 years old my Vet told my mummy that I serious heart disease and that I would have to go under medication or else I would die. My mummy got really really upset and she cried for days. Just the thought of loosing me devastated her. One of the pills that I was taking was forcing me to pee more often. You know what that meant, more chlorine for mummy, but she didn’t mind any more cause the only thing that she ever wanted was for me to be happy and to get better. For the next seven years my mummy did the best she could to keep me healthy. One month before my 15th birthday I wasn’t feeling well, I was coughing and I couldn’t breathe well. My mummy saw that I wasn’t feeling well and she had planed to take me to my Vet that afternoon. At one moment my mummy went outside to the balcony and I followed her and then I collapsed. I fell on the ground and I stopped breathing. My mummy panicked and started screaming for her mummy to come and help her. One minute later I started getting my consciousness back, by that time we were in the car and were going to the Vet. My mummy was in shock and her mummy was trying to calm her down. They knew that this day would come but they were hoping that it wouldn’t. They were hopping that they would wake up one morning and that I would be a puppy again, but those are just dreams and can never become a reality. The Vet wanted to put me to sleep immediately but when he saw that my mummy would not stop crying he told her that we would try a different medication and that they would try to keep me alive a little bit longer. They took me back home and the following days I had my ups and my downs. For three weeks my mummy was sleeping on the couch right next to me because I couldn’t get on and off the bed without help. Every other day I was losing my consciousness and my mummy was experiencing the lose worse each time. We were at the Vet every day sometimes twice, my mummy was on the phone with the Vet every couple hours of the day and finally on the 26th of October I was in the worst shape ever, the medication wasn’t helping me any more and I had so much fluid in my lungs that it was impossible for me to breathe. That day I lost my consciousness three times and my mummy brought me back. She called the Vet and told her to take me there immediately. She took me to the vet and he told her that it was time. She sat right next to me and she petting me, telling me how much she loves me, how much she will miss me, and then…….. I fell asleep. The Rainbow Bridge was waiting for me. My mummy still cries every day and even though she still has my sisters (Koukla and Beba) to keep her company she still has hard time coping with my death.

Rainbow Bridge

The Rainbow Bridge awaits – my friend,
The journey’s not too far,
A shaft of moonshine lights your path,
To guide you there’s a star,
Your friends are there to welcome you,
You’ll meet old pals again,
They’re waiting at ‘The Bridge’ my friend,
Calling out your name,
Don’t be afraid – you’ll be quite safe,
You cannot lose your way,
For many souls have trod this path,
As each is called away,
Go join the hounds at Rainbow Bridge,
Forever running free,
And though this earth you’ve left behind,
Your spirit’s here with me.

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Owner cook
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You were such a brave little soul. Your pain is over and you can run free. Let your mommy know that you are always with her and that all she has to do is close her eyes and you will be there.
Look for my Luke and Bandit, they will take care of you

Inappropriate 7.March 2008 17:11

Owner Carmenita
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I am so so so sorry about your loss....
I´ ve lost 2 dogs and I know the pain...
Sou euxomai va eisai duvatn...kai va 3ereis oti kapoios 8a tov fulaei ekei, sta libadia poy 8a trexei avemelos...

Inappropriate 10.March 2008 00:27

Owner Jessie
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Little Sun Beam, Moon Beam. All your friends think of you, and the Rainbow doggies love you.
We lost our Zookie, and our Zach.. but we´ll see them again..
XXXXXXXX00000 Zena, Freckle, Zeke, Jack and Shannon

Inappropriate 10.March 2008 13:45

Owner nana99
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I AM CRYING MY EYES OUT.YOU ARE SUCH A BRAVE LITTLE GUY

Inappropriate 12.March 2008 00:10

Owner garoufa
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You made me cry!I´m so sorry!I don´t even want to think about that day that Maggie will have to leave us!You are soooo brave!

Inappropriate 14.March 2008 13:24

Owner catmom41
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Hi Beam,
Your story made me cry.It´s so hard to let go yet I know Pumpkin and Beam are playing together at the Rainbow Bridge.

Inappropriate 17.March 2008 21:51

Owner graesta
 3

You have loved with all your heart.. what ever your mum did for you cannot make up for the years of joy you gave her. For sure there is a dog heave and you and your mum will meet again.

Inappropriate 18.March 2008 06:10

Owner KadyBoo
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I understand your pain so much...beam enjoy your time in rainbow country...

Inappropriate 20.March 2008 17:44

i will play with u over the bridge! i hope ican find u and i will seach for u to worlds end! i was very brave too! i was running to catch a rabbit once and i got stuck in the drainpipe for two weeks and lived on that rabbit and a trickle of water running down the pipe!

Inappropriate 23.March 2008 02:00

Owner Friday
 1

You were such an angel. Our thoughts are always with you and your mommy. Be brave there, at the Rainbow Bridge I bet you already make a lot of friends.

Inappropriate 23.March 2008 02:11

Owner haddock
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We are happy to have a little angel for a friend.
Emma B and 7 Jacks

Inappropriate 6.April 2008 22:19

Owner toniatzil
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Beam you were such a fighter...Don´t be sad because you were given so much love that will last forever and your mommy will never forget you...I am your buddy and i will always be...

Inappropriate 7.April 2008 04:10

Owner boricua
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Little dogs like your are closer to gods heart,so he make a special; place for you guys to play and have fun until we arrive to be with you again.So enjoy the rainbow.We shall see each other again.I have so many friends over there.Mommy i know you will see him again.

Inappropriate 8.April 2008 06:58

Owner Basherdog
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Sweet, sweet Beam. You are a sun beam now, to help your mummy find you when the time is right.
Run happy and pee where you like, she´ll be there sooner than you think, since time stands still for you...

Inappropriate 11.April 2008 04:40

Owner Petlover25

dont worry he is actuly in a safe place were no one can hurt youso many kisses and hugs from
flufy

Inappropriate 12.April 2008 02:20

That is both the sweetest thing and the saddest thing i´ve read in a long time. Our hearts go out to beam and all the other furry friends that have left us behind, while they all go to play on that rainbow.

Inappropriate 12.April 2008 02:25

Owner scroller
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This had me in tears. But Beam will do just as his name says all over Rainbow Bridge. I have many pets there - Beam will find them.

Inappropriate 13.April 2008 18:22

i´m sorry i never got to meet you. sounds like you and your mom had a lot of love. i know you still love her and your sisters help take care of her too.



love from roxie

Inappropriate 19.April 2008 07:25

Owner argiro
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you put my mom in tears... it was sooooo heart-breaking to read about the love you and your mommy shared....
and now you are a cute little angel running free and having fun in doggie heaven, watching and taking care of your mom and your sisters (Beba and Koukla... and you have a new one Kira, right?)!!!!
Be well my friend!!!
floky

Inappropriate 19.April 2008 23:30

Owner gra2de
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Baby what a lovely and sad story i hope your momy is doing better, always missing you but better, Max and Beto sends you a lots of kisses

Inappropriate 16.July 2008 22:00